We've all felt it once before. When we noticed the scene and it felt like it happened before. Well to me, it happens quite alot - Deja vus.
But whenever I question about these deja vus, I'll always get a reply that its just something that occurs in my brain that makes me felt like it happened before. But recently I found out, thats not the case. I did an experiment for an entire week, where I would observe and note down whatever I did in that whole week, including dreams and thoughs. Three weeks after that, I've got that feeling, the scene where I was walking to my classroom it was EXACTLY how it was. As in everything, and everyone. The scene, the colour of the skies, the formation of the clouds, the placement of chairs,2 newspapers on the desk. And I though to myself, if I really have this sixth sense, then Mr. Alex ( Our sarcastic maths teacher ) would be behind me, and he was. He just walked in behind of me.
Strange enough, today I predicted that I would be called to answer a maths question and I was asked to answer the second question ( which is quadratic functions, which I suck at. ). I am still a little skeptical whether it is something wrong with my brain or not, I sometimes choose not be believe in this because I once predicted the death of my loved ones. It is a harsh vision and I choose not to talk about it, but believe it or not, they are some people which have gifts imbedded within them, and I guess thats just the way it has to be.
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P O E M S
place where I put my poems.


Bloodlust
Walking through the hard rocking ground,
Snifing through the air like a grey hound,
Hunger drives the animal through,
It is waiting for an unlucky fool,
The scent of the unfortunate prey is near,
The prey should be trembling in fear,
As the moon arises to the sky,
Red-shot eyes that petrifies,
Edged-sharp teeth is revealed,
The fur of the animal is concealed,
As it lies in wait for the right leap,
It jumps so high it lands a few feet,
Its teeth puncturing deep into the flesh,
Swirling, twisting, gushing and slash,
And at last the prey has died,
A tasty meal keeps the hunger satisfied.
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Y O U T U B E L O V E
one boy, two personalities.
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H I M S E L F
me myself and i :D

!Hullo. My name's John and umm, I own this blog? o_O I don't know what to write here, so I m just going to do a general introduction. I am sixteen years old, my birthday is on september 30 ( at the end of the equinox ), I absolutely adore dark poetry and basically any story that revolves around a suitable fantasy. I have the craziest friends ever, a naruto-obsessed zombie that goes by the name of Andrew, Kalai the only sane person in our group, Sharine the girl with issues with cookies and dieting and Mel the gossip girl of five-bee. So I guess thats it?
RANDOM FACTS
i m totally weird.
ONE I am allergic to caffeine. If I get even a sip or scent, I'll have a deep migraine and faint. TWO I ish left-handed! And its the natural-kind too. Even though I think differently from most people that are right-handed ( which is pretty cool ;D ) I cant help but admit that I m clumsy as heck. Also its hard when people ask you to break down information, lefties cant do that, they can only form information then find a pattern. THREE I am aquaphobic, it means I m afraid of being in a large mass of water, chyeah. FOUR I am a very superstitous-person. Its normal for me to believe in dark matter and other worldly energies. FIVE I am absolutely freaked out by any bug that eats plants. Its true, honest. I'll die of a heart attack when I m near a cockroach or a grasshopper, but I am fine with spiders. Infact I adore black widows and tarantulas :D SIX I love rainy-days. :D SEVEN I hate listing out long lists, so yeah this is cold-hard evidence ;)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful.
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D E D I C A T I O N S
to the people and things that i appreciate.

My dogs. ( Girly && Cohen )
Why? : Because they keep me accompany when i m down :(

Pn. Mariam. ( My biology teacher, no surprise right? )
Why? : For being so patient and sweet to us :DDD!
* Will add more in the future *
Sixth sense.
8:45 AM - Monday, July 28, 2008
F L A S H B A C K
just incase you want to see my old posts.
July 2008
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S L A V E S
obey meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Lemon-king.
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Paulineeee.
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Steven.
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Other slaves.
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Other slaves.