Have you ever gotten one of these dreams that always happens again and again? Everything is exactly the same and you would never be able to change anything in it unlike other dreams? Well I have, I have two dreams that I get often actually. I am going to be talking about one of them here while the other in another post.
The dream beings like this. I would wake up in a dense forest of neatly placed bamboo trees. For some reason I would run and you could see silhouttes of shadows moving then I would fall to a floor of plated marbles. In the right would be a dainty black piano. Behind of it is a long wall with doors of various shapes and sizes. Some were wooden, some were metal. Some would bare symbols like the 'love' symbol. Some would bare signs like "Beware .." Then I would just be warped back to the area where I woke up in the bamboo forest, and behind me would be a pink or sometimes light blue key that would multiply into thousands, extended over me and it would start to chase me ..
The ball of keys would eventually crush on me and I would wake up panting for air and sweating profusely. In between the whole dream would be flashes of a small lorry toy I still have that my parents bought me when I was at the age of seven. And sometimes, the small lorry would be in my hands, it was just about the size of your nails, and I would smile everytime I see it in my dreams.
It might sound strange when I explain it in words, but hey all dreams are strange. I've talked to some people including my parents and relatives about this. I believe that during periods ( represented by the bamboo forest ) in my life I would have to choose ( represented by the keys ) between several choices ( represented by doors ). But there would always be someone there to guide me ( represented by the piano ) and the choices would be choosen depending on my memories ( represented by the flashes of the small toy lorry ), however if I fail to choose the right choice, there would be consequences ( represented by crushing under the balls of keys ). I also believe that the shadows in the bamboo forests would be people that wants to put me down, that can't keep promises, that is just selfish for their own sake.
Thats what I think honestly, and personally after I understood what it meant, I get them less often, and now, almost never. Either way I think its amazing how a simple lesson could be hidden within a strange dream like this.
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Bloodlust
Walking through the hard rocking ground,
Snifing through the air like a grey hound,
Hunger drives the animal through,
It is waiting for an unlucky fool,
The scent of the unfortunate prey is near,
The prey should be trembling in fear,
As the moon arises to the sky,
Red-shot eyes that petrifies,
Edged-sharp teeth is revealed,
The fur of the animal is concealed,
As it lies in wait for the right leap,
It jumps so high it lands a few feet,
Its teeth puncturing deep into the flesh,
Swirling, twisting, gushing and slash,
And at last the prey has died,
A tasty meal keeps the hunger satisfied.
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Y O U T U B E L O V E
one boy, two personalities.
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H I M S E L F
me myself and i :D

!Hullo. My name's John and umm, I own this blog? o_O I don't know what to write here, so I m just going to do a general introduction. I am sixteen years old, my birthday is on september 30 ( at the end of the equinox ), I absolutely adore dark poetry and basically any story that revolves around a suitable fantasy. I have the craziest friends ever, a naruto-obsessed zombie that goes by the name of Andrew, Kalai the only sane person in our group, Sharine the girl with issues with cookies and dieting and Mel the gossip girl of five-bee. So I guess thats it?
RANDOM FACTS
i m totally weird.
ONE I am allergic to caffeine. If I get even a sip or scent, I'll have a deep migraine and faint. TWO I ish left-handed! And its the natural-kind too. Even though I think differently from most people that are right-handed ( which is pretty cool ;D ) I cant help but admit that I m clumsy as heck. Also its hard when people ask you to break down information, lefties cant do that, they can only form information then find a pattern. THREE I am aquaphobic, it means I m afraid of being in a large mass of water, chyeah. FOUR I am a very superstitous-person. Its normal for me to believe in dark matter and other worldly energies. FIVE I am absolutely freaked out by any bug that eats plants. Its true, honest. I'll die of a heart attack when I m near a cockroach or a grasshopper, but I am fine with spiders. Infact I adore black widows and tarantulas :D SIX I love rainy-days. :D SEVEN I hate listing out long lists, so yeah this is cold-hard evidence ;)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful.
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D E D I C A T I O N S
to the people and things that i appreciate.

My dogs. ( Girly && Cohen )
Why? : Because they keep me accompany when i m down :(

Pn. Mariam. ( My biology teacher, no surprise right? )
Why? : For being so patient and sweet to us :DDD!
* Will add more in the future *
Dreams.
2:42 AM - Friday, August 15, 2008
F L A S H B A C K
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S L A V E S
obey meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Lemon-king.
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Paulineeee.
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Steven.
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Other slaves.
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Other slaves.