Today while filling out a contest sheet in the newspaper, I stumbled across the 'bar of truth'. It reads 'What is your religion?'. I stared into the blank space, pondering what to write. Buddhism? Nawh I already wrote that for my report card. christianity? I can't for I am not truly one. Frustrated, I shredded the papers apart.
What religion am I? I've asked my parents several times. The only answer I could collect was 'nature'. And they said no more, no matter how hard I asked. But I don't want to be viewed as an atheist, I believe in a god and its hard to describe her. My mother said its only natural as she has many faces and many identities.
I searched around the internet hoping to find something with a relation to both nature and a female deity. And there it was, infront of my white screen; The mother goddess. The scrolled up and down and soon I realized why my mother said she had, had many identities. Ranging from the Egyptians ,Sumerian, Mesopotamian, Greek, Celtic ,Germanic ,Turkic ,Siberians and even christianity - she appeared
The Earth Mother is a motif that appears in many mythologies. The Earth Mother is a fertile goddess embodying the fertile earth and typically the mother of other deities, and so, also are seen as patronesses of motherhood. This is generally thought of as being because the earth was seen as being the mother from whom all life sprang. Even among those who are non-believers, expressions such as Mother Earth and Mother Nature are in common usage, personifying the Earth's ecology as a fertile and sustaining mother.
"She watches over all of us, her arms formed the clouds that slowly shaded us, she cries at how we suffered and provides us with water, she balances every life to make sure every life get its equal oppurtunities, she feeds us fresh and nutritous foods to drive away our hunger. However, her rage at humanity can be seen through the crushing waves of a tsunami, the geological movement of an earthquake, the inferno formed from a volcano and the gusting winds of a hurricane."
Strange as it is, I felt relieved. I am not atheist, but I m one without a religion. However, that doesn't mean I don't believe in a god. Before I say anything else, I'll like to state that this post is in no way to offend people of other religion. Infact believing in the Mother goddess doesn't mean I can't believe in other religions, as long as it accepts a believer of another. My real religion is of druidic origins incase you were wondering. Believing that everything that nature created is sacred and is worthy of worship itself and its our duty as a believer to preserve and protect every single one , of life.
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P O E M S
place where I put my poems.


Bloodlust
Walking through the hard rocking ground,
Snifing through the air like a grey hound,
Hunger drives the animal through,
It is waiting for an unlucky fool,
The scent of the unfortunate prey is near,
The prey should be trembling in fear,
As the moon arises to the sky,
Red-shot eyes that petrifies,
Edged-sharp teeth is revealed,
The fur of the animal is concealed,
As it lies in wait for the right leap,
It jumps so high it lands a few feet,
Its teeth puncturing deep into the flesh,
Swirling, twisting, gushing and slash,
And at last the prey has died,
A tasty meal keeps the hunger satisfied.
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Y O U T U B E L O V E
one boy, two personalities.
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H I M S E L F
me myself and i :D

!Hullo. My name's John and umm, I own this blog? o_O I don't know what to write here, so I m just going to do a general introduction. I am sixteen years old, my birthday is on september 30 ( at the end of the equinox ), I absolutely adore dark poetry and basically any story that revolves around a suitable fantasy. I have the craziest friends ever, a naruto-obsessed zombie that goes by the name of Andrew, Kalai the only sane person in our group, Sharine the girl with issues with cookies and dieting and Mel the gossip girl of five-bee. So I guess thats it?
RANDOM FACTS
i m totally weird.
ONE I am allergic to caffeine. If I get even a sip or scent, I'll have a deep migraine and faint. TWO I ish left-handed! And its the natural-kind too. Even though I think differently from most people that are right-handed ( which is pretty cool ;D ) I cant help but admit that I m clumsy as heck. Also its hard when people ask you to break down information, lefties cant do that, they can only form information then find a pattern. THREE I am aquaphobic, it means I m afraid of being in a large mass of water, chyeah. FOUR I am a very superstitous-person. Its normal for me to believe in dark matter and other worldly energies. FIVE I am absolutely freaked out by any bug that eats plants. Its true, honest. I'll die of a heart attack when I m near a cockroach or a grasshopper, but I am fine with spiders. Infact I adore black widows and tarantulas :D SIX I love rainy-days. :D SEVEN I hate listing out long lists, so yeah this is cold-hard evidence ;)
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful.
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D E D I C A T I O N S
to the people and things that i appreciate.

My dogs. ( Girly && Cohen )
Why? : Because they keep me accompany when i m down :(

Pn. Mariam. ( My biology teacher, no surprise right? )
Why? : For being so patient and sweet to us :DDD!
* Will add more in the future *
Beliefs.
6:11 AM - Monday, September 8, 2008
F L A S H B A C K
just incase you want to see my old posts.
July 2008
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September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
S L A V E S
obey meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Lemon-king.
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Paulineeee.
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Steven.
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Other slaves.
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Other slaves.