I was looking through some murder files on the popular search engine google, and looking at the murderer's intentions. I found a copy of this book, Psychopathia Sexualis which is about desires, primarily sexual desires to be exact. And it wrote,
" paraesthesia, sexual desire for the wrong goal or object. This included homosexuality , sexual fetishism, sadism, masochism, pederasty and so on. "
Now i'm not promoting sex or anything here, I just feel that the fact they categorize homosexuality as wrong is not relevant. Now, referring to some dead guy's theory of WHY humans evolved to how they are now, you would be wondering for survival or simply just for dorminance. That could be true but there is also another option - pleasure.
That's right, pleasure. But not the wrong kind though like drugs and violence but these are categorized into the same topic. This includes your favourite leisure time at a cafe, and playing games kind of pleasure. But if you think we evolved for 'survival' you could be wrong. If we just wanted to survive, all we need is a cell membrane and a nucleus, just like a unicellular organism.
But look, you are made of a MILLION, heck no, a BILLION of that. Why? Simple. Pleasure. Think about it. You were made so your eyes can catch every single vibrant colours and their heavenly hues. Your nose is made to smell every scent of aromatic fragrance. Theres millions of nerve cells on your hands, allowing you to feel life itself. Your tongue is alligned with numerous tastebuds that is key to all the tastes of culinary arts.Your ears is made to catch and hear the glorious melodies and tunes the world has to offer. Your hair is made so that it doesn't feel pain, but it can feel the flow of the gentle breeze.
So think about it. And now relate it to the term 'today'. You would see what I mean. But if you don't, then i'll make it simple; we don't have variety today. That's right, put on something above the social taboo and people look down on you. Have something abnormal and people tease you and spread rumours of you. Doing your favourite pass time might be something dissappointing in the eyes of others. Our society today is turning us into dull, psycho-robots.
What? Want evidence? Try to REALLY think about it. There ought to be some people in your life that tells you to STUDY OR DIE. There ought to be someone that teases you for your style. There OUGHT to be someone who think differences are bad. Differences are NOT bad, they make people unique and special. And with that, they make YOU special too. Thats what I think. And categorizing someone homosexual as 'wrong' is just as bad as calling the hutchback of notredome 'ugly'.
I like variety in people, it makes everyone feel special. And we can learn alot from them in their aspects, even if you dislike them. Always remember to respect someone even if they are truly odd or strange. Variety is life, life is variety. Survival is robotic clerks in offices.
I think someone would probably call me 'crazy' for this post but its just my opinion on life. Life doesn't have a complex structure, its more of a beautiful flower stemmed by time, blossomed by variety and it holds the seeds of the future. Patient. Dormant. Asleep. Waiting for germination where it would reveal to humanity the truth. But rest assured, the truth isn't always pretty. It takes a glimpse to lie, it takes alot of sacrifaces for the truth.
Today means the state of the world as it is now. Believe in yourself and do not let others bring you down. Pick little critizism but never ever depend on them wholely for they can break the hardest walls your mind has build. Crush your dreams and desires and taint your future. Love yourself, love your colours.
